Hello there, lovelies!
I am here! Yup, I am still alive and well. You guessed it - i'll start with an apology for not updating my blog for over 3 months. It's a long and rambling explanation, so if you have the time, sit back, relax and keep on reading.
As it's pointed out into my little "About me" section, I am just an 18-year-old teenager. I am a senior in high school and to be honest I've never been more confused and weirded out. Everything moves so fast, everything is so hectic.
Being in this fast and furious (see what I did there.. hehe) atmosphere, the past few months I've been overwhelmed with both excitement and fear. All I could think about and stress about was ending school, dealing with grades, exams.... and saying goodbye to my classmates, probably for good. What really got to me, though, was the fact that in less than 1 month I'll be an adult, trying to figure out things that I am not quite ready for. Stressing about whether or not the University I choose is the best choice, or am I making a horrible mistake. Is my future going to be bright and full of accomplishments and success, or failure and dead ends. I am headed to an Artistic School. Everyone is sceptic, and let's just say this is not the most helpful and encouraging feedback.
I've been thinking way too much about the future, overall. Thinking about what I want and don't want to happen to me, thinking about the unknown, Thinking about the different ways that everything may turn out. Every thought is just so overwhelming.
But... here I am. I just realized that life is going to work out just perfectly, if I let it. I can't be fully happy and accomplished if I let fear and stress keep me from doing what I love. So I won't just sit in my room wondering and stressing about the future. I will work on my dreams, workout, meet with friends, but also I am going to be updating my blog regularly again!
That was it lovelies! I hope you are not too mad about me not posting for months.
Have a great day!